sowy

Sorry for not writing here for more than two weeks (!)

Instead of making a year long entry (of my two weeks missing) I'll make a brief (haha we'll se about that) report of the highlights..

I think it started the 3. of september, when I got reallt sick and was totally weakless.. the friday before I had been to the doctor ( all alone vel å notice) and he didn't speak english, nor did he understand what was wrong with me, dispite this he prescribed me 3 big bags of pills.. I of course didn't take any of them.. my ko-ordinator also told me that he gave me sleeping pills.. like that's gonna cure my allergy.. then on sunday I was really sick, with fever and everything.. all alone on the matress in my room (cry me a river).. then on monday I was still feeling bad and my ko.ordinator asked my hostmother to drive me to the doctor.. they said it would be a lot cleaner place then the last one, and the doctor would speak english.. well the place was even more unhygienic.. it was a shop place with carton walls separating the waiting people from the doctor.. and it was crowded in the doctors room.. anyways the lady, though looking friendly didn't really speak much english.. I had to spell blood sample to her before she understood what I wanted.. and surprisingly this lady prescribed me the same stuff as the other doctor.. sleeping pills, something, and antibiotics.. my (soon former) hostmother took me back to their house.. and she told me to eat the antibiotics.. then after I had eaten rice she forced into me two pills.. I suspected it was the sleeping pills and I almost hysterically told her that I don't want to sleep.. she was like "maipenrai" (no problem, take it easy) and looked really ugly.. like an evil evil evil evil evil evil person.. I feel really afraid when I am writing this.. moments afterwards I felt really dizzy and bad, before she left the house to go to work.. then I crawled to my room and passed out on the floor. (when I later confronted my ko.ordintor with this she said that my hostmother wanted me to realx a bit... f'''ck that!) anyways.. as the internet shop is closing in fifteen minutes and the bugs are eating me up (the time is 21:44) I will hurry up.. I have to surrender.. but I promise I'll finish my update tomorrow.... Kyss, Ben