Onsdag

Been a little while, so here's a little update:

Friday:
Al had his birthday party, I arrived two hours late because my hostmother didn't want to drive me, and the bunsong guy had taken the car to bring his mother to his wifes house.. or at least that's what he said.. Suddenly around 20:00 he arrives with the car, out of the car steps his mother, his older son, his three year old nephew and the teenage nephew. The house was crowded, and the people were loud as always. I got to go to Pann's place and eat pasta, and Felix from AFS in Nonthaburi was there, I agreed with him that I'd call him. We celebrated mothers day at school, and the ex-afser girl from Germany explained stuff to me and was nice.

Saturday:
I wake up by this three (as the bunsong guy says.. but the kid seems more like 4 + ) year old kid hammering my door, then opening it, look at me, and close it. A rather boooooring day.. The little kid always klimbed on me, punched me, and went into my room, made a total mess of the order I had made the day before, ate my Norwegian chewing gum (This time it's personal :P )
and was in my room for one whole hour! Crazy crazy.. The seven people on 40 square meters are really loud and makes me go insane! I ate silk worm coucons today.. it was all soft and tastes rotten.. if they are going to give me worms, then let it be fresh ones!



Monday:

I tried to arrange a meeting with Felix, but as I got in touch with him, around 10 o clock in the morning if I don't remember wrong, he was already at the bus station. I was going to call him later.

bunsong guy told me to go with them to maha sarakham city and so I did. We went to the city, surprisingly as I was going to ask him to let me go to the mall, he came with the suggestion himself: One hour at the mall went icredebly fast.. I bought pizza to my co-ordinators kids, and to myself.. It was a micro size pizza, without kidding.. It was like the size of a regular pizza slice, just sliced up into four.. but it was goooooood.. I had to eat it in my room, and by then it was cold and stuff.. but man it was great to eat pizza!!!

Tuesday:
If a nervous breakdown feels like it does, then I just had one.
It feels like my whole body is torned apart, ripped up with knives and I just feel DOWN!
I have to get away from this place, it drives me crazy. Emotionally I am now close to death, I am really depressed and want to get away! I know it's fckin emo, but this place is making me going mad. I tried to call Felix several times, but he's cellphone was off.

Wednesday:
I'm at school.. Depressed.. ;( (emo) going to thai class soon, then I'll call Felix around noon.

Benjamin